I’ve spent some time thinking about you today ♥

I really tried not to think about her ... I really did... but it's hard not to think about someone, when every second song reminds me of her..
I was there, I tried to smile ... but inside I was broken..
all these imgages I have in my head, every day .. they're in the past .. they don't exist anymore.
I try to move on but it's so hard when you think about those great times when you were so happy and so sure about it ... I read those messages and diary entries I made and I don't know what happened, I don't know what I did wrong ...
But I know I have to move on and leave it behind because it will never happen and I have to accept it. I have to move on so I don't sit here everyday thinking "what if.." .. so that I can find someone new ... even if I know that I will never forget her...